ARMY

Hello I'm blogging. Finally! haha..so many things have happened since last year man. phew. anyway, now I'm in army, already into the command school phase. looking back, i never believed that i could go into army man haha. just couldnt see myself enlisting and following routines set by others. its so against my nature heh. but here I am in ocs! sometimes i dunno how i've endured through the last few months, without getting my ankle busted or any other injuries etc..guess I have to thank God for bringing me through so much! =)

For me, the thing abt army is not the PT..I really dont mind training etc esp running..but i hate the outfield! GRR. wearing the vest and helmet..not bathing for days GRR. gah. haha. and of cos the lack of free time! and freedom. that;s so precious man.. sigh. But well, I trust God will carry me through the next few months!

Anyway one good thing that resulted from this is that I've become more confident about professing my faith..even in front of the whole wing. My wing commander asked me to share my personal vision, and I couldnt think of anything but saying that it is to serve God faithfully my whole life, and from there stems all the values that i hold to! Thank God for giving me the courage to say that, cos now I have the responsibility to show through my life God's work in me. I like it that my wing's stand is no vulgarities etc, though it may seem a bit weird not hearing Fs in every sentence lol.

I miss going out with church people! there's a kelong trip next week i'm so jealous! haha. argh miss you guys badly. the sad thing is even at the end of the year i may not be able to take enough leave to have fellowship with church people. so no PENANG trip! =(=( cries. haha.

OK i have to go alr man.. nice blogging matthias! =D